Last night I cleaned out a closet and in a stack of "junk" was an old church directory from when I was somewhere between 15-18 months of age. For some reason it didn't have a date on it but by the looks of all of the kids I know....that's how old it is.
It was really weird flipping through those old pages. I thought about throwing it away at first but then decided to keep it so I could remember all of the faces of the church memebers that I remember from when I was young....it's amazing how many I had already forgotten...not the names but the faces....the "hat lady, Miss Ava" the VBS snowcone lady we thought was mean because she wouldn't let us have a rainbow snowcone...(she wasn't mean)...the list goes on of dear men and women that were the backbone of the church I was raised in...men and women of faith and perseverance.
Also on the pages of that stuffy old directory were families that are now broken marriages, wayward children and lives that haven't set foot in church in years....it saddened my heart to see the families that I looked up to...the "good Christian families" that looked good on the outside to me as a little kid. I can't judge them, only God knows their intentions, motives and hearts but I do know that we as Christians can be known by our fruit. It was very disheartening for me looking through pagee after page after page of those no longer living a life of faith.
Instead of letting Satan rob my joy, the Lord pointed out families that have stood firm and are still persevering. Couples that have been married for umpteen years, who have raised children in the wisdom and knowledge of the Lord, couples and families that have been and still are serving the Lord wholeheartedly. As my feeling of disappointment was slowly turning to a feeling of hope....the Lord led me to pages of families who have kids that are serving the Lord...some are big names...some are not...but they are all walking in the path the Lord has for them....a family friend who has been a missionary to Africa for several years now, others with ministries of their own..music, speaking...even ones I don't know about. Those that have been able to bless a child through adoption...the list goes on....another family friend who has come to be a world-renowned worship leader. It was refreshing to rememeber these families who the Lord has not forgotten but has blessed because of their obedience and willingness to serve Him wholeheartedly and to stand firm and persevere.
I think a lot of people are going to be dumb-founded the day our Lord comes back for His church. Too many people know ABOUT God but don't really KNOW God. Too many people "play" church and not enough people have a relationship with the one true God. Thank you Lord for sending your son, Jesus, to die on the cross for MY sins. Thank you for drawing me to you, Lord and for preparing a place for me with the Father.
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.
It's easy to let ourselves get bogged down in all the horrible things and to let ourselves be discouraged and feel like all we do is in vain but like I told a friend this week...Satan is good at what he does...he comes to steal, kill and destroy. BUT...I serve a good God...a living God that offers grace and meets all my needs. I pray that you too will let Him meet your needs this very day and may you find peace and rest in Him as you go about your doings this week. Persevere in the faith dear friends.
Matthew 10:22
All men will hate you because of me, but he who stands firm to the end will be saved.
On a lighter note because I just uploaded some new pics.....
The boys treat Princess Kate like she is royalty...she really is the Queen of the house. (Parker looks mad but he wasn't...don't know what this face is!) Yesterday I let Kate play in the backyard for the first time without me being out there. Brett carried her around and they followed her like she was a delicate little baby. They were so cute. Brett even managed to get her strapped into her swing and swing her.....I guess I should've paid them for babysitting!

Yes I have tons of pictures of Kate but I do of the boys their first 2 years as well so.....here is a picture of last year and this year in the same box....she has grown so much!












